The 11th House

Welcome to the 11th House. The number 11 signifies the completion of one life cycle. The gift of truth and clarity is symbolized by this number. At the 11th House, we can manifest our destinies as we embark on the journey of the spirit warrior. The root of all evil is ignorance...but perhaps with open dialogue, a bit of insight, and loving-kindness we can alleviate the pain of a broken spirit or disturbed mind.

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Michele is a 36 year-old journalist and the author of "Rotten Jellybeans", a semi-autobiographical collection of short stories and essays. Her book is available at Amazon.com and Chipmunkapublishing.co.uk. She has had two short stories published in "Love and Lust in Singapore". You can view samples of Michele's published articles at www.michelekohmorollo.com

Monday, December 11, 2006

Civil Society thrives on Marriage

Tory leader David Cameron said that the root of Britain’s social ills is the breakdown of the family unit. The latest report from the Conservative party found that unmarried parents are more likely to separate than married parents. With 50% of unmarried parents splitting up after the child is five. Children of single parent families are most likely to commit crimes and end up abusing drugs and alcohol. Duncan Smith, head of the Tory’s Social Justice Party believes that there is a connection between the “growing underclass” and unmarried couples. He cites family breakdown, reliance on benefits, educational failure, drinking, drugging and debt as some of the outcomes of couples starting families out of wedlock. “Family is the most important institution in Britain and if we are serious about tackling the cause of poverty and social breakdown, then we must look at ways of supporting families and also supporting marriage so that couples are encouraged to get together and stay together.” Mr. Smith said. One can predict that the Tory’s Victorian approach to marriage will be perceived by liberals as a moral crusade, similar to John Major’s “Back to Basics” campaign which criticized single mothers. Feminists in the UK will certainly have a lot to get riled up about if the tax incentives for married couples do materialize. In Singapore, most young single men and women still live with their parents till they get married. Unlike western societies, co-habitation before marriage is viewed with disapproval. The government in Singapore is pro-family and there are tax reliefs and rebates and housing discounts for newly married couples, but none for single-mothers. Singapore is a society that actively promotes marriage and ostracizes common law living. When I try to explain that this is the reality in Singapore, my friends in the UK and US find it ridiculous and somewhat impractical. Most of my classmates, some as young as 19 are living with their boyfriends or girlfriend. A few of them have made this decision to live with their partners even though doing so meant that they would be cut off financially and emotionally by their parents. Their argument is that a man and woman need to spend some time living together before they can know if they will make good spouses. And also that it is more convenient financially. The sad fact is that many of these couples who move in together end up staying together for an average of three years before they go their separate ways. Those to choose cohabitation claim that you need to REALLY know a person before you decide to commit to marriage. That most divorces are a result of people not knowing their partners well enough and therefore realizing after marriage that ‘the goods were bad’. They view living together as a sort of mock “trial marriage”, a rehearsal to help them gauge their level of suitability and decide if marriage is indeed for them. Five years ago, I would have agreed with their naïve leftist approach towards relationships. However, having lived with boyfriends in the past, I am now against cohabitation and would have to agree with those who stand for marriage. Research has shown than “trial marriages” do not work. 40% of cohabiting couples break-up before they make it to marriage and the divorce rate for cohabitants are 50% higher than for non-cohabitants. So it would seem that living together out of wedlock increases your chances of NOT ending up “happily ever after”. When I live with a partner, the main incentive is sex and affection. Neither of us is looking towards starting a family. There are no shared goals except for physical and emotional pleasure and mutual companionship. Without future plans there is no motivation to secure and increase financial assets or talents. There are no career, geographical or biological time frames and both end up in a state of limbo. I tend to get lazy and complacent once I have settled into my ‘love nest’. A ‘live in the moment’ mentality sets in. This is not a bad thing, but it can create a feeling of stagnation after a while. I have noticed this also in my friends who cohabitate. They become restless and because they have taken no vows, they feel that an independent, single lifestyle is still their right. They get resentful when their partner tells them what to do. “What right do you have telling me what to do? You are not my wife/husband!” so it goes. Often, when living with a partner, I feel secure in knowing that I do not have to go out and ‘hunt’ for sex and cuddles. Sex and physical affection is such a basic human need and cohabitation meets that need on a regular basis. However, once I have gotten my fill of physical intimacy, and the live in situation feels too claustrophobic, my greatest comfort comes from the knowledge that I can leave whenever I want to and NOBODY can fault me for me. I am blameless. How grown-up is that? I take all the fun and love that a boyfriend/girlfriend has to offer then leave when I have to actually deal with a flawed human being for the rest of my life. Cohabitation is great if what you want is a place to find fault with another person so you can convince yourself that marriage is indeed too difficult and the single life suits you better. Living together takes the mystery out of marriage, and there is nothing to anticipate anymore. There is also something surreptitious and clandestine about cohabitation. When a man and woman are in love, they should always be proud of that fact and invite the world to witness their joyful union. That is what marriage is about. Marriage is inclusive. The wedding ceremony is an opportunity for the bride’s family and friends and the groom’s family and friends to come together to accept and encourage the couple. It is a celebration of approval and familiarity. The couple no longer enjoys sexual intimacy secretly, in marriage they are in fact asking those closest to them to acknowledge their sexual union because it is wholesome, it is good and they now know…it is their God-given right. Marriage is when lovers come out in the open and make an honest proclamation of their love for each other. Cameron and Smith were right in their conclusion that the causes of social dysfunction is connected with people choosing to live together and start families rather than doing it the traditional way. Traditions are put in place for a reason and when people decide to break social mores, there are often consequences. I would rather grow up with a mother and father who fight constantly than grow up with only a mother or father, which I feel would force me to play the role of the parent or emotional partner to make up for the lack of opposite sex intimacy and support in their life. When I was five, I often put a white crochet tablecloth over my head as a veil pretending I was bride. Perhaps today, women around the world, feel as if they longer have the right to play out that role or dream that dream. We have been conditioned by sitcoms like “Sex and The City” to believe that we are weak if we choose domesticity and children over a high-flying career and Jimmy Choos. We have been conditioned to believe that we can rear children without a good man by our side. We have become deluded enough to believe that within US alone is all we need to give proper love and moral guidance to a child. Without marriage, children are nothing but pets, ego-projects deprived of moral structure and stability. Children who grow up without loving parents, will have little opportunity to observe love in action. It is no surprise then that if the dough does not stick, the cookie will surely crumble. Copyright 2006, Michele Koh

Monday, December 04, 2006

Only the Mad Murder

Today, newspapers in London report that “one person a week in Britain is killed by a psychiatric patient”, and 25 a week commit suicide. Most of these murders are committed by patients whom mental health workers have diagnosed as low-risk. National Director for Mental Health in England, professor Louis Appleby, said the problem was that psychiatrists and psychologists deal with such an overwhelming number of violent, high-risks patients everyday that they become desensitized. “Desensitization” occurs when “psychiatric staff become used to dealing with very high-risk patients and so fail to notice warning signs when one is becoming dangerously ill,” said Appleby. Professor Appleby chaired an independent inquiry to find out why mental health care in the UK was failing. The findings were published in a report entitled “Avoidable Deaths”. The report states that 10% of the murder victims were strangers and 90% were friends, carers or family members of the patients. Figures in England and Wales also show that there is an increase in the number of homicides involving people with “dual diagnosis” – that is, a patient who has been diagnosed with both a mental illness and a drug or alcohol addiction. Only one in five murders? Probably all five murders in the week were committed by mentally ill people, only the other four managed to remain anonymous and functional enough not to have ended up under mental health care in the first place. It makes sense really that someone who has the audacity to take human life, whether another persons or their own would have to be insane. Sane people use the faculty of reason and analysis too well. Sane people often think of murdering, but rationality and practicality stop them before the final act. In the mentally unstable, there are often times when that faculty of reason disappears completely and they operate on emotion alone. Their ability to think about things from an observer’s perspective leaves them and they become the centre of the universe, the creator and perpetuator of the drama of life. The finger of God.The only way to stop the show is to end a life. Regardless of the consequences. Desensitization certainly adds to the dilemma of the mentally ill person. Imagine that you have a cold and you sneeze hoping that your boss or teacher will see you sneezing enough times to tell you to go home and rest till you are better. You sneeze, but the pupil next to you is coughing blood. Nobody notices you. You continue to be seen by the rest of the office/school as just another pupil who should show up for work/class. You are expected to perform as well as others who are not sick. These days, every 10th person I talk to has been diagnosed with some form of mental illness. When ‘mad’ people talk, they try to top each other’s crazy antics. If one person tells a story about how she overdosed on valium, another person will brag about how last weekend he fantasized about pushing his 4 year-old daughter onto the train tracks, and another might go on about how she is in anger management for breaking her mother’s jaw. So if I were a doctor and had to choose which of the three would get the last bed in my unit, it would seem that the woman who broke her mother’s jaw would be my best bet. After all, hers was an actual act of violence and not just a fantasy right? That’s how desensitization works. We look at a person talking to imaginary animals or banging their fists against their head and we go: “He just needs some attention. He’s just acting out. He’ll be ok in a while.” Low-risk behavior. We look at someone who is smashing kittens against the wall or threatening to bite people’s noses off. “Ooh better put him in a straightjacket!” High-risk behavior. But the truth is, the man standing in the corner in his pajamas laughing his head off is as likely to stick a kitchen knife in your gut as the man mutilating puppies. All mad people are similar in their madness, the missing piece is the same, the only thing that is different is the behavioral symptoms they choose to display. Grandiosity, mania, paranoia and depression are the four main feelings that dominate the unbalanced mind. When either of the four feelings or a combination of them grow large enough to block out logical thought, a person will be capable of murder or suicide. The Observer reports that victims are nearly always family members. That makes perfect sense. For the average unthinking insane person, the process of surveillance and selection is usually too much of a mental effort. Only someone whose analytical abilities were focused could muster enough energy to scan a crowd and choose a potential victim. That would indicate a certain amount of emotional detachment (that is something that most mental patients lack.) Calculated crime is usually committed by sociopaths and not your average mentally ill person. I will talk more about sociopathology another time, as I believe that sociopaths are not afflicted with any of the four main feelings of grandiosity, mania, paranoia or depression, but are a subspecies who have brain structures closer to reptiles than mammals. Sociopatholgy is characterized by the lack of emotion rather than the intensity of it. Therefore, your average mental patient will kill a family member simply because they are the most accessible and being around that particular family member probably brings about the greatest sense of grandeur, mania, paranoia or depression in the mentally ill person and they feel that by removing the person, they will be able to remove the intensity of their emotional anguish. The mentally insane are simple. In all their lunacy, they are more childish than the sane. If I were asked to find a common trait among the mentally unstable, it would be childlikeness. They are very naïve and self-centered. Their childlikeness makes them more uninhibited than sane folks and allows them to believe that they are innocent and guiltless no matter what they do. Hence they feel they have the right to take human life. As for dual diagnosis, it doesn’t take an expert in psychology to see why drug and alcohol abuse would go hand in hand with mental illness. When a person experiences emotions beyond his coping ability, he will want to numb those intense feelings by putting himself in a drug altered state. A drug-induced altered state which to a normal person seems abnormal and uncomfortable, will feel normal to the chemically imbalanced person, whose own natural state feels more abnormal and uncomfortable than that induced by any drug. To a mad person, being drunk, high or stoned is actually more manageable than how living in his head feels without chemicals. So drugs and alcohol are to the abnormal mind what air and water are to the normal mind. Mad people crave drugs and alcohol in order to feel “just about aye-ok”. They are addicted because they need to escape the irregularities of their emotions and peculiarity of their sensory experiences. It is frightening being mad and the drugs and alcohol take the edge off that fear. So are the one in five murders committed by mad people really “avoidable deaths”? I think not. Chemically imbalanced individuals are God’s way of controlling the population. When a society, race or nation is not doing the will of God, he activates the ‘kill switch’ in the mentally ill for population control. Madness, like cancer and AIDS is painful for those living with it. The difference is, with cancer and AIDS, it is the body that degenerates, with insanity, it is the spirit that degenerates.